Words that I have always longed to hear from my father.. I was watching twilight breaking dawn and this is what Charlie told Bella. It makes me sad because my father wants the exact opposite. He doesn't want me around and he never has told me i have a home to go to. It hurts me because he helped bring me into this world and he doesn't want nothing to do with me. Idk I guess I feel that every child is bonded with their parents whether they know them or have known them but they aren't in their life. In my experience everytime I think of my relationship with my father I get a stinging pain in my heart. It saddens me because I have tried to have a relationship but he never wants to help me keep up that relationship and its mostly because he doesn't care. He doesnt care and that is what really hurts.. I am his only daughter and I just wonder why I get treated like I do like i did something bad to him. Idk its something that has conflicted my whole life. I just wish I could move on with my life not ever letting this affect me. Maybe someday it won't.
