Sophie is going to be born soon and everything is messed up between her dad and I. And I only have myself to blame. I couldn't let go of Hunter and move on with Miah. It just didn't feel right in my heart. Now I am left wondering what will happen now.. what will happen when she is born?
Idk but I am sad. I feel helpless because I can't work full time right now and get things going for my kids and I. I just want to run away and never come back. I hate this place. I hate all the faces I just want to leave.
No matter what way I go whether its with miah or with hunter or alone... I am never happy. Idk I am tired of life dragging me down. When will it end?
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